God gave His Son and crushed Him on the cross just to give you the freedom to come to Him again. He won’t let go of and give up on you that easily. He will never.
Also, a little trouble, a mistake, or a mess won’t change the love that He has for you. It has always been the same, whether or not you do well. His grace is always available for you, beloved. Don’t be fooled by the things that you see. God can never be limited or held back by your circumstances. He is stronger than those. Therefore, He can still change them. He has the final say, and you can hope that it will always involve Him blessing and uplifting you.